EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED.

debitnash:

One day we’re going to see each other in the mall, at the park or at the movies or somewhere we used to walk around and on that day I’ll be with my kids and you’ll be with yours. Yes, I’ll be surprised. Then, I’ll realize how much you’ve, we’ve changed. You are so distant now. And randomly, I’ll remember the kisses, the long calls, the small surprises you make, our sweet moments or your big hugs.  We’ll remember the love in each other’s eyes and the hurt that we put each other through. But it really won’t matter anymore. I’ll just wonder if you found what you wanted and maybe just maybe you’ll wonder if I still think about you. I’ll just be curious if you have really attained what you really want in life that you cannot reach if I’m around just like what you said when you let me go. We’ll say our goodbyes and move on. And my son will ask, “Daddy, who was that?” and I’ll say “My ex, honey. That is the woman who taught me how to love someone else completely. And when it was all over, taught me how to love myself. And appreciate the things around me.”

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Ako yung tipong mabilis ma-attach.

debitnash:

Pag nakakausap ko ng madalas ang isang tao, yung tipong, gabi-gabi ko nakakausap sa phone, magdamag ko na nakakatext, kahit hindi ko naman intensiyon ay na-attach ako. Madalas, napagkakamalan ko itong pag-ibig na. Madalas, nagkakamali ako. Hindi pala ito pag-ibig, nakakasanayan ko lang, hinahanap ko lang. Kaya pag hindi ko na nakakausap ang tao, nawawala din unti-unti ang nararamdaman ko dito. At tuluyan ko ng makakalimutan ang nararamdaman ko pag may nakausap na kong bago. Kaya parang landi ko di ba? Ewan ko, pero nais kong isipin na hindi ganun yun.  Alam kong ganito ako kaya hanggat maari hindi ako nakikipag-usap kung sino-sino. Kaya siguro medyo suplado nga ako. Kilala ko kasi sarili ko. Alam ko limitasyon ko. Pero minsan aminado ako, nabibitawan ko yung salitang “Mahal Kita” ng wala sa oras. Sa hindi tamang panahon, sa maling tao. Oo, nagpapaasa ako. At aminado ako mali ako. At minsan nakakasakit ako kasi bigla akong umiiwas o lumalayo sa tao. Pero pag alam kong mahal ko talaga ang tao, at hindi simpleng attachment lang ay kaya kong gawin lahat kasi mahal ko yung tao.

(via thejerrynation)